Foolish

The more I dive and search and seek just to find an alternative motive behind an established relationship —

A lost self hunting for missing soul,

Dying over a false hope false true false reality that engulfs you into the abyss of nothing.

How empty,

Hollow,

Can you hear that echo of your own crying aching despair soul

Solely and slowly drowning

As you fall.

Try to catch up to me as you look up to me

When I look down upon your oh-so-average body,

Oh so typical and ordinary.

To erase stupidity you use the term foolish but it doesn’t change any meaning metaphorically or literally.

Try to catch my bloody language that messes with you, and catch that nonsense common sense everyone seems to get except for you.

I talked to you, behind you, pretend if it were you how you would react and slowing suffocate myself into this world of nothingness as I imagined you to be a hopeless insignificant being that relies on others to survive so much.

So, so dependent,

And there you’re telling me you wanna play dom.

Bitch, please,

We all know deep inside you’re nothing more than a foolish child who knows absolutely nothing yet you tried to gain control over something,

Foolish,

Absolutely

Foolish.

Might as well my pretense should be warning to you.

But, how absolutely foolish of you,

Can’t even read my disguise and you thought it was all real.

2/12/24