van暗黑访谈

范·达克霍姆My name is Van, I'm thirty years old, and I'm from Japan.

范·达克霍姆I'm an artist, I'm a performance artist, I'm hired for people to fulfill their fantasies, their deep♂dark♂fantasies♂.

范·达克霍姆I was going to be a movie star, you know, with modeling and acting.

范·达克霍姆After a hundred and two auditions and small parts, you know, I decided... that I had enough, then I get into escort work.

范·达克霍姆The clientele requested a lot of fetishies, so...I just decided to go...um, you know, full master, and change my whole entire house into a dungeon（裆♂真）, um...dungeon master, now with the full dungeon in my house. And it's going really well.

范·达克霍姆Fisting is 300 bucks, and uh... usually the guy is pretty much high on a popper to get to really get relaxed, you know and I have this long latex glove that goes all the way up to my armpit, and uh... then I put on a surgical latex glove just up to my hand.

范·达克霍姆Then just lube it up, and uh... it's a long process you know to get your whole get your whole arm up there. But uh..., It's an intense feeling for the other person, I think for myself too it's uh..., you're going places that um... even though it's physical with your hand for, but..., some reason it's also emotional, it's more psychological too.

范·达克霍姆And you know we both reach the same place too, it's really strange at the same time. And after a session like that, I get really exhausted from it at the end.

范·达克霍姆I don't know if I feel kind of um... naked, cos I'm looking at myself for the first time I think, well, not myself, but this aspect of my life for the first time.

范·达克霍姆And it's...man gosh, three to five years already? And I've never thought about it. Hmm... kind of sad, I think I feel kind of sad right now, and I don't know why.