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爱是两个人把头埋进水里玩憋气游戏，你还在为他坚持时，他早就抽离去玩其他游戏，而你全然不知，沉浸又孤独。I always like this metaphor about loveLove is when two people bury their heads in the water and play the game of holding their breath. When you still insist on it, they will pull away and play other games, but you don't know it at all. You are immersed and lonely.五月初下过雨的街道，像极了九月末的晚风吹过，让人觉得慵懒，却又不禁抱紧双臂，差点误以为生活会重新开始。The rainy streets in early May are like the late September wind, which makes people feel lazy, but they can't help holding their arms tightly, almost mistaking that life will start again.有人问我，失去最爱的人是什么感觉。我该怎么形容，大概是：身处人海里也觉得孤独，看喜剧也忍不住会哭。Someone asked me what it's like to lose someone I love most.How can I describe it? I feel lonely in the sea of people. I can't help crying when watching comedy.晚风吹过路人，吹散我们。The evening wind blows past passers-by and scatters us.那种感觉又来了，很难过又很难说，暂时性喜欢很没意思。以前我觉得只要两个人在一起，什么都能熬过去，后来觉得我们执着于一段关系的意义到底是什么，就算一些人能回来，感觉也不可能回不来了。我没有怪你的意思，只是觉得特别没劲。That feeling is coming again. It's very sad and hard to say. It's boring to like it temporarily.In the past, I thought that as long as two people were together, everything could survive. Later, I thought that what is the meaning of our clinging to a relationship? Even if some people can come back, it's impossible that they can't come back.I don't mean to blame you. I just think it's very boring.后来我没有拒绝吹来的风，也没再遇见特别喜欢的人