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快乐是个属于成年人的词，你不必问一个孩子他是否快乐，你能看得出来。

Happiness is a word for adults. You don't have to ask a child if he is happy. You can see it.

“我难过但我不说 谁知道？”

“那不是更难过了吗？”

“没有更呀，一样的难过罢了。说出来不会让份量增加，当然也不会减少。只要我忍住不说， 那最起码表面上还挺牛逼的。”

"I'm sad, but I don't say," who knows? "

"Isn't that more sad?"

"No, I'm just as sad. It's not going to increase or decrease the portion. As long as I don't say it, it's at least on the surface."

时至今日，依旧没有想好，要成为什么样的大人。

有时候觉得“成年人”就是一个幌子，大家都是会在夜里掉眼泪的小孩子。

Today, I still don't know what kind of adult I want to be.

Sometimes I think "adult" is a cover. We are all children who shed tears at night.

意识到世界并没有我们想象的那么简单美好，或许就是成长的开始。

少了份憧憬，添了份坚定与笃实，脚踏实地去认真拥抱生活。

Realizing that the world is not as simple and beautiful as we think it is, may be the beginning of growth.

Less of a vision, add a firm and solid, down-to-earth to seriously embrace life.

朋友上了几天班后和我说，终于明白，为什么以前爸爸每天下班回家坐在沙发上看什么都不顺眼的心情了，原来成年人的世界真的很累。

是的，上班真的太影响心情了，我就总觉得周一早上出门看到的小区没有周五晚上回家时看到的小区可爱有趣。

After a few days' work, my friend told me that he finally understood why his father used to go home from work and sit on the sofa every day to look at everything. It turns out that the adult world is really tired.

Yes, going to work really affects my mood. I always think that the community I see when I go out on Monday morning is not as lovely and interesting as the one I see when I go home on Friday night.

你以为很多事是可以重复的，还有下一次，但你错了。

包括你儿时的万花筒或纸飞机，抄作业或买糖果，早就是此生的最后一次。

You think a lot of things can be repeated, and next time, but you are wrong.

Including your childhood kaleidoscope or paper plane, copy homework or buy candy, is the last time in this life.

长大以后，好像变得很难再去重新喜欢一个人，一想到又要开始一段新的亲密关系，又要再次敞开自己的心，就会莫名地惶恐。

你说我就是防备心太重了，可是在我没有这样“保护”自己的时候，我很清楚我失去过些什么。

Growing up, it seems that it is difficult to re like a person, and when I think of a new intimate relationship and open up my heart again, I will be scared inexplicably.

You say I am too defensive, but when I don't "protect" myself like this, I know what I've lost.

我没兴趣参与大家的快餐式爱情，我只有一点点爱，没有爱可以浪费了。

我不想像大多数人的感情一样，开始得突然，结束得随意 。

I'm not interested in participating in your fast-food love. I only have a little love. No love can be wasted.

I don't want to start suddenly and end casually like most people's feelings.

特别喜欢听歌，安静的时候喜欢，人流穿梭的时候也喜欢，也会想要和喜欢的人一起听。

尤其是带上耳机坐在地铁公交上，有一种夜里去看海的浪漫。

偶然间在日推里遇见一首好听的歌，能不厌其烦地无限循环好几天。

I especially like listening to songs. I like it when it's quiet, and I also like it when people travel. I also want to listen to it with the people I like.

Especially sitting on the subway bus with headphones, there is a romantic night to see the sea.

Occasionally, I meet a beautiful song in the daily tweet, which can circulate endlessly for several days.