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刷微博的时候看到一句话：不勇敢的人永远都不会快乐，你的每一次不勇敢都在偷偷改变你人生的轨迹。

When brushing the microblog, I saw a sentence: people who are not brave will never be happy. Every time you are not brave, you are secretly changing the trajectory of your life.

有时候特别喜欢发朋友圈，是表达欲太强烈了。满足欲望之后，我选择立即删除，那一瞬间觉得自己好蠢啊。

Sometimes I especially like to send a circle of friends because I have a strong desire to express myself. After satisfying my desire, I chose to delete it immediately. At that moment, I felt so stupid.

在二十多岁的年纪，真的会像是闯进了一团迷雾一般，想要的东西得不到，不想要的生活逃不开。

我终于知道这世上没有时光机，知道诗和远方永远无法成行。

有的是无法满足的欲望，是理想和现实交错的撕裂感，乐观不起来，也没有勇气一颓到底。

In my twenties, it's like breaking into a fog. I can't get what I want, and I can't escape the life I don't want.

I finally know that there is no time machine in this world, and that poetry and distance can never make a trip.

Some are unsatisfiable desires, torn between ideal and reality. They can't be optimistic, and they don't have the courage to go to the end.

少年时我们追求激情，成熟后却迷恋平庸。

在我们寻找，伤害，背离之后，还能一如既往地相信爱情，这是一种勇气。

When we are young, we pursue passion, but when we are mature, we are infatuated with mediocrity.

It's a kind of courage to believe in love as always after we seek, hurt and deviate.

小时候想成为超人，长大后只想成为超级勇敢的人。

敢争取，敢拒绝，敢心情不好放声大哭，敢按照自己的心意生活。

怕，就输了，但勇敢一点，所有的事情都还有机会。

When I was a child, I wanted to be superman. When I grow up, I just want to be super brave.

Dare to fight, dare to refuse, dare to cry in a bad mood, dare to live according to their own mind.

If you are afraid, you will lose, but be brave, everything will have a chance.

快乐也分享，心碎也收留，这是朋友和恋人的意义。

过这段人生已经很辛苦了，不用对我报喜不报忧的。

Happiness is shared, heartbreak is accepted, this is the meaning of friends and lovers.

It's very hard to live this life. You don't have to report the good news to me.

已经不用再被反复劝说了，对于握不住的或吃力才能持有的东西，开始学会了放手。

的确，没有随意就能抵达的彼岸和拥抱的快乐，但我还是想要走得更轻盈一些，争与抢，费劲与疲惫，都再不想参与其中了。

我想，这种敢于「不要」，也是我的另一种勇气和成长。

No longer need to be repeatedly persuaded, for things that can not be grasped or hard to hold, began to learn to let go.

It's true that I don't have the pleasure of reaching the other side and embracing at will, but I still want to walk a little lighter. I don't want to take part in it any more because I'm struggling and fighting, struggling and tired.

I think this kind of "don't" is another kind of courage and growth for me.

成年人的生活中，类似小时候那种得知第二天要全班一起春游，兴奋到前一天晚上根本睡不好觉的全身心都无比期待的事情，实在是越来越少了。

In the life of adults, there are fewer and fewer things that we all look forward to when we learned that the whole class was going to have a spring outing the next day and we were so excited that we couldn't sleep well the night before.

越来越觉得很多社交其实是无效的。

刚踏入社会的时候会绞尽脑汁想办法多融入一些圈子，多结识一些人脉。

但如今不会再这样了，开始明白人还是应该把重心放在「自我」的成长上。

毕竟只有独自发光的人，才能吸引到萤火虫呀。

More and more people think that many social activities are actually ineffective.

When I first entered the society, I would rack my brains to find ways to integrate into more circles and get to know more people.

But now it will not be like this any more. People begin to understand that people should focus on the growth of "self".

After all, only those who shine alone can attract fireflies.