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我容易委屈还爱哭 缺乏安全感老是质疑这个质疑那个 不开心说话就很冲 吵架了只奢望他来安慰我 哄哄我 可是谁去安慰他 让他爱我真的太为难他了 我在等 我在等他某个晚上突然想通 想我了 然后回来找我 我没有安全感 老是瞎想 占有欲很强 晚上会偷偷哭 怕你会不爱我 丢下我 怕你在我看不到的地方喜欢上别人 你永远不会知道 我一边听着朋友的建议 一边因为你给的那些虚假的回忆 抓着我们过去不放的我有多难堪 你累什么 发信息的是我 长篇大论的是我 哭的是我 崩溃是我 熬夜的是我 输了也是我 所以你累什么 都说喝酒喝到八分醉 爱人爱到八分情 可谁又不是喝酒喝到吐 爱人爱到哭呢 我都不要了 这次我真的要放弃了I'm easily wronged and cry, and I feel insecure. I always question this question, but when I'm unhappy, I have a quarrel. I only expect him to comfort me and coax me. But who will comfort him and make him love me? It's really too difficult for him. I'm waiting for him to suddenly think about me one night and then come back to me. I'm insecure. I'm always dreaming and possessive. I secretly cry at night for fear that you will not love me and leave me. I'm afraid that you will like someone else where I can't see. You'll never know how embarrassed I am when I listen to my friends' suggestions, because those false memories you gave me cling to our past. What are you tired of? What's the message? What's the message? What's the long story? What's the cry? What's the breakdown? What's the stay up late? I'm the loser, too. So you're tired. You always talk about drinking until you get drunk and your lover loves you. But who doesn't drink until you vomit and your lover loves you cry? I don't want it. I really want to give up this time

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讲一下，讲一下

璇玑，司凤的十生十世的故事，可能会重新写本，也可能是直接做番外，两个想法都有人同意