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被人误会这个女孩子没有哭 没有人撑腰她没有哭 看到不该看的她没有哭 但她想起你和她说你们没有以后的样子 她的眼泪一下就止不住的流了出来 你多聪明啊 把他逼得发疯然后发着感情牌 把所有的错都推在他的身上，显得你用情至深算得真好你晚上怎么睡得着啊？你还你的身体 为了你的无知 买了单你的小天使替你抵了命 你连快乐都没有了还不肯放过自己吗？你到底图他什么图他让你胡思乱想图他让你患得患失 图他让你受尽委屈 图他让你泪流满面 你不停修改自己的底线到最后变得一文不值，值得么没关系阿，我病了可以自己扛，我累了可以自己给自己拥抱，我伤心了可以自个安慰，我无聊了可以自个玩，我怕黑可以自己幻想你在我身边，我摔倒了可以自己爬起来，我受伤了可以自己在角落里舔伤口，我心痛了可以自己摸着自己的胸口说着心口不一的话，我难过了可以当什么事都没有，我没事可以狂妄大笑，我会坚强，我会成长。Being misunderstood, this girl didn't cry, no one backed her up, she didn't cry when she saw something she shouldn't have seen, but she remembered the way you told her about your nothing in the future, and her tears couldn't stop flowing out. How clever you are to drive him crazy, and then put all the mistakes on him with your emotional cards. It's really nice of you to be affectionate. How can you sleep at night? Pay back your body for your ignorance. Your little angel saved your life for you. You don't even have happiness, so you won't let yourself go? What do you want from him? He makes you think. He makes you suffer and lose. He makes you feel wronged. He makes you cry. You keep revising your bottom line. It's worth it. It doesn't matter. I can carry myself when I'm sick. I can give myself a hug when I'm tired. I can comfort myself when I'm bored. I can play by myself. I'm afraid of the dark. I can imagine you by my side. I can get up when I fall. I can lick my wounds in the corner when I'm hurt. I can touch my chest when my heart hurts, and I can say different things. When I'm sad, I can pretend nothing happens. I can laugh arrogantly when I'm fine. I will be strong and grow up.

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下月，这本书，可能是一天一更，两天一更或者是一周两更