第一幕·三十九

不管私下里发生了什么事，梁皖妮都无法避免和海曼见面。

可是，她无法向原本一样投入排练了。

排练厅外时不时有谈话的声音飘进她的耳朵，像是故意说给她听的。

“I saw a piece of news. Russell and Leung…”

“Oh, I know. Do you think this is true?”

“Last year, Russell said he was gay.”

“What if he changed for Leung?”

……

梁皖妮分神了。

“Hey, are you okay?”费尔南多在她面前挥了挥手。

梁皖妮回过神来：“What's the matter... Oh, let's continue the rehearsal.”

她重新躺了下来。海曼触碰到她的肌肤。她忍不住战栗起来。

中午，梁皖妮故意打车去了远一点的地方吃午饭。她戴着鸭舌帽和墨镜，一直低着头，不时会撞到人，不知道说了多少次“sorry”。

刚走出餐馆，阿曼达就打了电话，用难以置信的口吻质问她：“Is that true in the news?”

梁皖妮迟疑了一下：“The video is real. But…”

阿曼达命令她：“Come to my house right away. Now.”

到了阿曼达家里，阿曼达把她领到了房子最深处的一个密不透风的小房间里。

阿曼达开门见山：“As an actress, whether you are famous or not, there will always be paparazzi around you, trying to pry into your privacy.”

梁皖妮垂下了头：“I got it. I'll pay attention.”

阿曼达再次用命令的语气对她说：“Look up. You can't be depressed. You can't make people think you doubt yourself.”

梁皖妮抬起来头，目光四处躲闪着，不敢直视阿曼达严厉的目光。

梁皖妮承认，她对阿曼达是有些害怕的。不，准确点来说，是敬畏。

阿曼达是她的经纪人。在她心中，经纪人就如同长辈、师长一般。

阿曼达见她不知所措的样子，温柔了一点，拉着她坐下，语重心长地问：“Do you love him?”

梁皖妮慌忙连连摇头：“No, I don't love him. I didn't volunteer. We didn't do anything.”

她团成一团，手肘撑在大腿上，痛苦地捂着脑袋。她想要逃避，却不知道逃向何方。前方只有单行道，后路已经被堵得严丝合缝。