凡妮莎看着梁皖妮吃着汉堡。
虽然梁皖妮很少在半夜里吃东西,但经过一番折腾,她着实有点饿了。
再加上她在冰天雪地里那么久,她的确需要通过进食来保证身体的热度了。
在寒冷中给你温暖的人,不一定是亲密的人。
凡妮莎多次欲言又止,最终开口问:“How is Finlay Yue?”
梁皖妮不知如何回答。
凡妮莎又问:“Why doesn't he come with you?”
梁皖妮停下了:“I broke up with him.”
“I'm sorry to hear that.”凡妮莎感觉自己不该多嘴。
她又问道:“Why are you hanging out alone?”
梁皖妮把自己和嫂子的矛盾大致说了一下。
这下子,凡妮莎不知话题该如何继续下去了。
她主动把梁皖妮带回了自己家。
凡妮莎住在公寓里。公寓虽然不大,但是经过凡妮莎的一番布置,显得很宽敞。
凡妮莎生起了炉火。梁皖妮烤着火,尽情地享受着久违的温暖。
“Wait a minute and take a bath later.”
凡妮莎说着,走进了浴室。
梁皖妮被一堵照片墙吸引了,走了过去。那面墙上,都是凡妮莎在芭蕾舞团时拍的照片。
“It's all over.”凡妮莎从浴室里出来,走到她身旁,感叹道。
凡妮莎的眼里,满是恋恋不舍。即使已经过去多年,内心还是放不下。
“After Yue and I got married, I retired.”凡妮莎告诉梁皖妮。
“Do you regret it?”梁皖妮问。
“I'm not sure. To tell you the truth, I feel regretful most of the time. I gave up the career I loved.”
她的语言中充满了酸楚。她又摇了摇头,道:“For a long time after the divorce, I was confused. I don't know how to spend the rest of my life. I look for jobs everywhere. I have to support myself. I work for The Royal Ballet now. However, I can only do some logistics now. Although I insist on practicing dancing every day…”
梁皖妮抱了抱她,安慰她说:“You should believe that you are contributing your value.”
凡妮莎笑了笑:“Thanks. It's so kind of you.”