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我想回到20年前，将那个襁褓女婴掐死——这样，2021年就不会有这样一个狼狈不堪的自己了！

I want to go back 20 years and strangle that baby In this way, 2021 wouldn't have such a mess of their own!

越懂事的孩子越委屈，因为你们连委屈二字，都让人觉得矫情！

The more sensible children more wronged, because you even wronged two words, people feel hypocritical?

如果真的有人为你种花，你怎么会爱上荒漠？

If someone really planted flowers for you, how could you fall in love with the desert?

我不肯努力，是因为我清楚，有些东西努力也没用。

I don't try because I know there's something I can't do

我相信，爱情这种稀罕玩意儿呀，我配不上！

I believe that love is a rare thing, and I am not worthy of it.

自己买花，自己长大，是因为从来没有人把我当过小孩子。

I bought my own flowers and grew up because no one ever treated me like a child

你只看见我脱胎换骨，却不知道，我经断骨折！

All you see is a new me, and you don't know it's broken

我爱你呀，我爱过你呀！

I love you. I loved you!

如果身边真的有人陪，又怎么会看到这些孤独的文字呀？

If there really is someone around, how can I see these lonely words?

太阳不是突然下山的，我想，你应该懂的！

The Sun does not set suddenly, I think, you should understand!

所有的站立，都垫着清醒和谦卑

All those who stand, stand with sobriety and humility

即使生活跌进尘埃，梦想也要举得高高的

Even if life falls into the dust, the dream must be held high

你的前途正在向你求救

Your future is calling for help

爸妈可以披着寒霜五点钟起来工作，你六点钟的书并不冻手

Mom and dad can get up to work at five o'clock under the frost, and your book at six o'clock does not freeze your hands

你跑得快，耳边全是风声。你停下来，耳边自然都是闲言碎语。

You run so fast that you can hear the wind. When you stop, all you hear is gossip

如果一定有人要赢，这个人为什么不能是你？

If someone has to win, why can't it be you?

我想变得足够好，再见你时，可以自信地笑。

I want to be good enough to smile confidently when I see you again

没有人喜欢学习，但是社会，只要成绩

No one likes to study, but society, as long as the results

将喜欢的一切，留在身边，这便是你需要努力的意义。

Keep everything you love with you. That's what you need to work for

我心里有一簇迎着烈日而生的花。

There is a flower growing in my heart against the hot sun